Oh man! I almost forgotten about updating this fanfic. My bad!
Okay this next one features another great song. This one is Unfaithful by Rihanna. Enjoy! ;D
Chapter 16Nadine struggle back and fourth on the warm soft furry bed, but couldn't find herself to go to sleep. She rose up as she heard footsteps that were leaving. Nadine got off of the bed and peek through the halls to see what it was and she saw Denahi walking back to his room.
Nadine frown with sorrow. She didn't want to see Denahi upset like this no more but it pains her to see him this way. She felt bad about making him feel left behind when she spent her whole time a lot with Kenai.
Nadine went back to her bed and sat down, thinking about Kenai and Denahi. She even thought about the time when her folks gotten a divorce after the death of her grandmother. She remember it like it was yesterday.
It was 2 years ago when she was only 14 years old. She was at their funeral, looking sad with fill of depressing sorrow inside her broken heart. After her grandma's death, Nadine could recall the sounds and noises of her parents agruing and fighting back at home filled with screaming and shouting across the room. After so many months and weeks had passed, Nadine's mind flash with the blink of an eye when she could recall the memory of her dad packing up his things as he was starting to leave.
Nadine and her mom barely got back home when she saw her father getting ready to leave them...forever. Her dad glance over at her, wanting to give her a kiss goodbye but Nadine refuse and rush over to her bedroom. After that, when it was nighttime and her mom was fast asleep, Nadine grabs her things and ran away, never seeing her mother again after that.
Nadine was lost in her train of thoughts as she sat there quietly with more memories flashing through her mind. If it weren't for her running away she would have never met Kimba.
Nadine look over to see her sleeping yellow bear cub friend sleeping right next to Koda. The two cubs look so cute and peaceful together sleeping close to each other. Nadine close her eyes as she remember the day when she first met Kimba.
It was a few days after she move into her new village...the one fill with cruel and rotten people who whose always picking on her a lot. Not even the neighbors were nice to her. It all started on the day when Nadine was fixing her new hut all by herself when suddenly she heard the sound of screaming coming from one of the huts.
"HELP!!!" A woman cried. Nadine saw a clear blue eye yellow fur bear cub running away from one of the huts with a big salmon in her mouth. The cub was stealing from one of Nadine's neighbors. Nadine stop working on her hut to see what was going on but then the yellow cub trip and landed right into Nadine's arms.
Nadine look at this cub wondering why she would steal of the villager's food. But then chaos came by when Nadine spotted a group of bullies coming her way. Nadine quickly hide the cub away before one of the bullies could spot her and place the cub bear into the bushes.
"Hey! Where the heck is that cub?! We saw it coming near your way and it stole food from my aunt!!" The leader of the group say angerily to Nadine. "I...I don't know what you're talking about. I didn't see a bear cub around here." Nadine said. But the leader of the bullies could tell that she wasn't telling the truth.
"You're lying aren't you?" He sneered. Then he turn to his group and order them to beat her up. Nadine try to run, but it was too late. The poor cub watch as she saw the poor human getting beat up. The cub got tired of hiding and she put the salmon down and ran after the bullies attacking them with all of her strength.
The leader and his group scream and they got bitten and attack by this small bear and had no better choice but to retreat. The cub turn back to Nadine. "Are you okay?" She ask but Nadine didn't answer and got up and head over inside her hut, crying in tears. The little small cub follow her inside.
"Leave me alone! I'm fine." Nadine sobb. The cub frown at her. "Are you sure?" She says and stares at the bruises Nadine had. "Those look pretty bad." She said. "What were you doing stealing food from one of my neighbors?" Nadine ask.
"I was hungry! I needed food if I'm going to survive!" The cub reply. "But don't you have a family with you?" Nadine ask. The yellow small bear cub shook her head. "No....I'm a--a orphan." She says sadly.
Nadine felt bad for this poor cub. "Oh...thanks for saving me. That was pretty brave of you back there. What's your name?" She ask. "My name is Kimba. What's yours?" She asked.
"Nadine." The girl answer and picks up Kimba holding her in her arms as she begin to pet her. Kimba as she enjoy this human girl petting her. But looks over to see a bowl fill with flowers.
"Oooh flowers!!!" Kimba cried out and jumps out of Nadine's arms and hops on top of big bowl all fill up with flowers. She giggle happily as she threw them around and a pink flower landed right on her ear.
"Hey that looks cute on you." Nadine said with a smile. Kimba smile back. "Heh! Yeah I guess it does huh?" She says and then finds a necklace made out of blue flowers and puts it around on her neck. Nadine smile. The cub look really cute with flowers on her neck and ear.
"Hey you look like a fun person!" Kimba says turning over to Nadine. "Can I stay with you? I got nowhere else to go."
"Sure why not? I could really use the company." Nadine agree. Kimba was fill with happiness. She had never stay at a home with a roomate before but she knew it was going to be fun. The yellow cub jump right back into Nadine's arms and gave her a big hug.
"Something tells me that this is going to be the start of a beautiful friendship." Kimba said with a giggle. Nadine smiled and hug the cub back.
Nadine open her eyes as her memories faded away and looks around finding herself back in her room with the two sleeping cubs sleeping right next to her bed. She sighed as she lean back on the wall behind her. Now she couldn't stop thinking about Denahi and Kenai.
If only her parents didn't divorce she would have still stay with them including her old friends back at her regular old village back at home. She wasn't so sure if her life was meant to be with Kenai and his brother Denahi. But she didn't want to see anyone get hurt because of her.
Nadine felt miserable. But what could she do now? She felt happy being around Kenai but she didn't want to see Denahi upset like this any longer because of the new friendship she was bonding with Kenai. But as she thought more and more about it, Nadine felt butterfiles in her stomach.
Could it be that her friendship with Kenai was beginning to be more than just friendship? Feeling sad and upset with herself, Nadine begin to sing;
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my companyNadine got up from her bed and took a small walk arcoss the halls. She stops to see Kenai sleep. She smile at him but continue on with her singing.
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be trueNadine's smile fade away when she scanned arcoss the bedroom and saw Denahi sleeping on the other bed that was right next to Kenai's. He look so gentle when he was asleep, but it still pains her to see Denahi mad at her cause of the bonding of her and Kenai. Was she being unfaithful to him....or was she just going crazy inside her mind?
And I know that he knows that I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murdererNadine sighed knowing that she hasn't been a good friend to Denahi ever since Kenai became a human and brought her back home. There was no way out of this excuse. To her, it would only make things worse, including for Kenai and Denahi. She couldn't take it anymore. She didn't want nobody to be hurt or crush with sorrow. Nadine blame herself. It was like she took Denahi's life away from him and threw it all away. As for Kenai, she didn't know what to do. She felt confuse.
I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon the cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very wellNadine felt hearbroken. Why did she felt like she was repsonsible for hurting Denahi's feelings? She didn't mean to do it, and she never will. But more importantly, why was she having feelings for Kenai? Was there something special about him that only Nadine sees inside of him? It was like she was beginning to fall in love with Kenai. Sure he was nice to her and all, but still. Nadine's mind begin to mess her up, getting her confuse.
Cause I know he knows that I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murdererNadine growl to herself; her mind going more and more crazy. She felt like she wanted to do something psycho, but didn't had it in her to do it. She was bonding a friendship with Kenai that became a love realtionship and now Denahi was getting hurt and crush because of her. Why did she felt like she was the one blame for this? Having nothing left inside of her, Nadine begin to head her way back to her bedroom to go back to sleep as she continue with her singing;
Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)
No no no no
Yeah yeah yeah